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SPANISH FORK — A Utah County sheriff's deputy has found himself in the fight of his life with something no amount of training could have helped him to prepare for.
Deputy Hayden Liddiard, 32, was recently diagnosed with amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, also known as ALS or Lou Gehrig's disease.
"It's a life expectancy of two-and-a-half to about five years," Liddiard acknowledged in an interview Tuesday with KSL-TV. "It was shocking, to say the least."
Liddiard said he first noticed symptoms a couple of years back that included tremors in his hands and difficulty doing basic processes like helping his daughter open a wrapper for a fruit snack.
He then started to observe difficulty continually reloading magazines during weapons training.
"That's kind of what led us to the doctor," Liddiard said. "The doctor was like, 'yeah, something's not adding up.'"
Liddiard said he saw an additional nerve specialist and neurologist and underwent numerous tests which ultimately led to the diagnosis.
"From the research I've done, it's normally 50s, 60s, 70s—that's when you see that onset," Liddiard said. "Being 32, it's something really shocking."
The news also caught Liddiard's friends and co-workers at the sheriff's office by surprise.
"This is not the type of threat that you can see coming," Liddiard's supervisor, Sgt. Austin Edwards, said.
Edwards said Liddiard has been an asset to the department and it will continue to support him while putting him to work, as long as he feels able to work.
"We love Hayden," Edwards said. "We just want to be there for him and his family as much as they are willing to let us and need us."
A Help A Hero fundraising account* has been set up to support Liddiard and his wife and daughters.
Time is one thing we don't get back. You've got to make the best of what we have, while we have it.
–Hayden Liddiard
Liddiard said the ordeal has reframed the way he chooses to spend his time.
"You're given the news that, hey, you have X amount of time and you realize what your priorities are," Liddiard said. "Every opportunity I get to be with my girls—whether it's being able to take them to school instead of having them take the bus, taking them out for ice cream, whatever it may be—we're taking advantage of it at this point."
Like many days on the job in law enforcement, Liddiard doesn't know where the road will take him.
"Time is one thing we don't get back," Liddiard said. "You've got to make the best of what we have, while we have it."
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